Eventually but-

No one can realize I'm worth something if I don't believe it myself. You can make something worse if you let yourself. You have to choose how you want to spend your life. Feeling sad and depressed over thing you can't change or keeping a positive outlook on what is going your way. I guess that's what makes us all different. The choices we make in life and what we decide to fight for. Why not enjoy the great sexual chemistry once in a while? Eventually even that will be over but why rush it? And really what else is there to even hold on to? It's not like he's acted like he actually wants to change. Maybe it's the worst image of myself portrayed in my life... Somehow I'm always brought back to here. Confessing my secrets to a Web of people I don't know.