Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Rantings of my past meeting my present
There is a lot of things I don't always understand. I find myself looking back at some of my decisions now that I'm 10 days away from turning 21. Looking back at how my life played out so far. Everything in my life has happened with reason but I can't be sure I understand it all. The day after I get my phone back my ex texts me photos of his brothers. I have some thoughts on how that came about but he's too stubborn to answer my questions. And I can't be sure they way I think it went down really happened. Do you believe in coincidence? I'm not sure I do. I think he might have texted me while my phone was fried and I just got them that morning but on the other hand I'm not sure that could actually happen. He even knew about the time I got them.Why send me pics of his brothers? As cute as they are I don't understand it. We are two completely different people now, both unwilling to budge. As he reads this I'm sure he's smug and content with himself thinking me talking about him means I still have feelings for him, or at least am thinking of him. He likes to get under my skin and gets enjoyment out of doing it. This is the only reason I am sure he contacted me. He is stubborn and strongwilled and has walled himself up, not letting anyone close even as a friend. It saddens me and makes my heart ache but only briefly. Well this is my rant for now.
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